Sunday, July 20, 2008

Tumhein sari dunya se chupa ker apne pass rakhna chahta hun
Dunya ke nazaron se durr le jana chahtha hun

Yeh mat samghna mujhe tumse bewafai ka dar hai
Bas meri mohabaat mein kabhi kisi kami ka dar hai

Tumhein chura le koi mujhse yeh darr laga rehta hai
Mujhse meri zindagi koi le le yeh darr laga rehta hai

Tumhein apni dhadkan se bhi kareeb rekhna chahta hun
Lamha Lamha zindagi ka tumhare saath jeena marna chahta hun

Tumhein sari dunya se chupa ker apne pass rakhna chahta hun
Dunya ke nazaron se durr le jana chahtha hun

Yeh mat samghna mujhe tumse bewafai ka dar hai
Bas meri mohabaat mein kabhi kisi kami ka dar hai

Tumhein chura le koi mujhse yeh darr laga rehta hai
Mujhse meri zindagi koi le le yeh darr laga rehta hai

Tumhein apni dhadkan se bhi kareeb rekhna chahta hun
Lamha Lamha zindagi ka tumhare saath jeena marna chahta hun

Monday, December 24, 2007

Come walk with me and be my love..

Come walk with me and be my love
Please share your soul with me
Tell me who you really are
And who you've come to be.
I'll listen to your memories
To all the dreams you've had
I'll listen to your wants and needs
The good time and the bad.
And as we walk, please hold my hand
And let me tell you too
Of all the dreams and fantasies
I want to share with you.
There are many things I want to say
As I have many things to do
Many things I need to learn
Before this life is through.
You've come upon a mystic soul
With special things to teach
Your wisdom and compassion
Are goals I want to reach.
I know I've met you times before
In meditative dreams
You are the one who holds the key
To unlock this heart it seems.
So once again, come walk with me
My love, I welcome you
Just be yourself and I'll be me
In everything we do.
And as you gently hold my hand
I'll hold on tightly too
And together we can walk along
Until our time is through.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

ख्वाब हो तुम या कोई हकीकत!!

आँख खुलते ही ओझल हो जाते हो तुम,
ख्वाब बन के ऐसे क्यों सताते हो तुम…

गमों को भुलाने का एक सहारा ही सही,
मेरे मुरझाए हुए िदल को बहलाते हो तुम…

दूर तक बह जाते है जज़्बात तन्हा िदल के,
हसरतों के क़दमों से िलपट जाते हो तुम…

शीश महल की तरह लगते हो मुझको तो,
खंडहर हुई ख़वाईशों को बसाते हो तुम…

यादों की तरह क़ैद रहना मेरी आँखों मे,
आँसू बन कर पलकों पे चले आते हो तुम…

तुम्हारी अधूरी सी आस मे िदल िज़ंदा तो है
साँस लेने की मुझको वजह दे जाते हो तुम…

ख़वाईश

है दिल में ख़वाईश की तुझसे इक मुलाक़ात तो हो,
मुलाक़ात ना हो तो फिर मिलने की कुछ बात तो करो,
मोती की तरह समेट लिया है जिन्हे दिल-ए-सागर मे,
ख़वाब सज़ा के, उन ख्वाबों को रुस्वा ना करो…

बहुत अरमान है की फिर से खिले कोई बहार यहाँ,
ये मालूम भी है की जा कर वक़्त आया है कहाँ,
हवा चलती है तो टूट जाते है ह्रे पत्ते भी तो कई,
तो सूखे फूलों से खिलने की तुम इलत्ज़ा ना करो…

ना ग़म करना तुम, ना उदास होना कभी जुदाई से,
वक़्त क्ट ही जाएगा तुम्हारा मेरी याद-ए-तन्हाई से,
ये दुनिया रूठ जाए हमसे तो भले ही रूठी रहे,
सच मर जाएँगे हम, तुम सनम रूठा ना करो…

लम्हा दर लम्हा बसे रहते हो मेरे ख़यालों मे,
ज़िक्र तुम्हारा ही होता है मेरे दिल के हर सवालों मे,
लो लग गयी ना हिचकियाँ तुम्हे अब तो कुछ समझो,
कह दो की “ख़ुशी ” मेरे बारे मे इतना सोचा ना करो…

Friday, October 26, 2007

love !!!!!!!!!!!!!

So madly in love,
However our distance rips me apart.
Crying tears of blood,
That drip slowly down my body.

A collage of feelings running rampant,
Tendered by uncontrollable waves of emotion.
Scrambled thoughts linger on.
Praying for peace of mind.
Unable to calm a floodgate,
Filled with indecision and misdirection.

Feeling so lost without you.
Trying to get a grip on myself.
Desperately aching to share you again.
Losing control of my life.

Wondering what has happened to me.
Screaming out in both ecstasy and pain.
Words lost within.
Echoing over and over,
In an hollow cavity of confusion.

Realizing the indescribable horror,
That love has brought upon me.
Fighting a world alternating between,
A burning sun and total darkness.
An emptiness that only the power
Of your love can remove.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

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Twisted, mangled, broken beyond repair
Tattered, frayed, thrown into despair
All because of you...

You blew into my life
So sudden, so unexpectedly
It felt so good
To have found my other half

Things were great
My life was perfect
I thought I'd had it made

The HE came along
Once again
The One- that had hurt you so badly before
And changed everything

The fear, the jealousy, the RAGE
Sick, cold, untiring
It was cruel...what you did
But it wasn't entirely your fault
He manipulated you into doing what he wanted
He made you rip out my heart and spin it like a yo-yo
I'm not a toy, and I REFUSE to play this game

I had all I could do to restrain myself
To contain the monster inside, tearing and clawing to get out
Out of the cold dark world your absence has banished me to

You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me
And yet, it hurt me so badly
You tore out my very soul, and showed it to me

The depression, the agony

You're beautiful, yet deadly

When you were near, I felt so light, so different
When you touched me, I never wanted to let you go
And when you kissed me, you had me. I belonged to you.

I never thought it was possible
This pain was unlike any other I've ever felt

Now here I lay, on the floor, behind a closed door
I can't hear, I can't see
I can't taste, I can't smell
I feel nothing

Wrenched from this world

I wish I could crawl under my bed and die...

Ringing. I hear a sudden ringing
It's you. You sound so sad
I care, and at the same time, I don't
I still feel horrible. Sick and twisted

We talk for so long, it feels like eternity
We come to an agreement...we're going to try again
The depression subsides a little

I'll forgive you eventually, but it will take a while
To trust you as I did before, will take a while too

So ready, so willing
I have to try again...WE have to try again

The wave of emotion is overwhelming
My mind races with thoughts of you, of us
Who knows what the future will throw at us?

But maybe this is a test. A test of how strong our relationship is

Blackness. I turn out the light, and lay down
My thouhgts flash through my mind

I long to hold you, to touch you, to kiss you
I want to feel your touch, the comfort of your presence
The feeling of your arms around me

Just the two of us
You,
And I,

It's so exhausting...these thoughts
There's so many
And then, it all stops spinning
It becomes so quiet, so peaceful
I wish you were here, to be beside me
Things will get better, I know this much

I know it will get brighter
As hard as it may be, I will love you once again

These waves of emotion, these millions of thoughts
They are of you, for you...all because of you

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