love !!!!!!!!!!!!!

So madly in love,
However our distance rips me apart.
Crying tears of blood,
That drip slowly down my body.

A collage of feelings running rampant,
Tendered by uncontrollable waves of emotion.
Scrambled thoughts linger on.
Praying for peace of mind.
Unable to calm a floodgate,
Filled with indecision and misdirection.

Feeling so lost without you.
Trying to get a grip on myself.
Desperately aching to share you again.
Losing control of my life.

Wondering what has happened to me.
Screaming out in both ecstasy and pain.
Words lost within.
Echoing over and over,
In an hollow cavity of confusion.

Realizing the indescribable horror,
That love has brought upon me.
Fighting a world alternating between,
A burning sun and total darkness.
An emptiness that only the power
Of your love can remove.

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Twisted, mangled, broken beyond repair
Tattered, frayed, thrown into despair
All because of you...

You blew into my life
So sudden, so unexpectedly
It felt so good
To have found my other half

Things were great
My life was perfect
I thought I'd had it made

The HE came along
Once again
The One- that had hurt you so badly before
And changed everything

The fear, the jealousy, the RAGE
Sick, cold, untiring
It was cruel...what you did
But it wasn't entirely your fault
He manipulated you into doing what he wanted
He made you rip out my heart and spin it like a yo-yo
I'm not a toy, and I REFUSE to play this game

I had all I could do to restrain myself
To contain the monster inside, tearing and clawing to get out
Out of the cold dark world your absence has banished me to

You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me
And yet, it hurt me so badly
You tore out my very soul, and showed it to me

The depression, the agony

You're beautiful, yet deadly

When you were near, I felt so light, so different
When you touched me, I never wanted to let you go
And when you kissed me, you had me. I belonged to you.

I never thought it was possible
This pain was unlike any other I've ever felt

Now here I lay, on the floor, behind a closed door
I can't hear, I can't see
I can't taste, I can't smell
I feel nothing

Wrenched from this world

I wish I could crawl under my bed and die...

Ringing. I hear a sudden ringing
It's you. You sound so sad
I care, and at the same time, I don't
I still feel horrible. Sick and twisted

We talk for so long, it feels like eternity
We come to an agreement...we're going to try again
The depression subsides a little

I'll forgive you eventually, but it will take a while
To trust you as I did before, will take a while too

So ready, so willing
I have to try again...WE have to try again

The wave of emotion is overwhelming
My mind races with thoughts of you, of us
Who knows what the future will throw at us?

But maybe this is a test. A test of how strong our relationship is

Blackness. I turn out the light, and lay down
My thouhgts flash through my mind

I long to hold you, to touch you, to kiss you
I want to feel your touch, the comfort of your presence
The feeling of your arms around me

Just the two of us
You,
And I,

It's so exhausting...these thoughts
There's so many
And then, it all stops spinning
It becomes so quiet, so peaceful
I wish you were here, to be beside me
Things will get better, I know this much

I know it will get brighter
As hard as it may be, I will love you once again

These waves of emotion, these millions of thoughts
They are of you, for you...all because of you

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i m misssin u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saans lene se bhi teri yaad aati hai
Har saans mein teri khushboo bas jati hai Kaise kahoon ki saans se main zinda hoon
Jab ki saans se pehle teri yaad aati hai

humne to aapko zindagi mana hai,
aapki har saans ko bandagi mana hai,
khuda kare ki salamat rahe aap sada,
kyuki aapki har saans ko humne apni saans mana hai

masla ye nahi ki guftgu humne bahane se ki,
baatein jee bhar k khaali paymaane se ki,
pal do pal ki zindagi me jo saath mil gaya,
basa k apni saanso me use fir saans hi na li....

ham bhi bane hain shayar hoke ishk me nakam,
hamne bhi kiya hai naam hoke ishk me badnaam,
pyar me unke hame do niyamate mili,
ek haht me kalam hai duje hath me hai jaam

ishq ka wasta de ke ek dafa hame manaya to hota,
dil laga k ek aawaaz lagaya to hota,
kaanto bhara safar bhi hum yu tay kar lete,
bas jaan kah k ek baar hame bulaya to hota
....

majhdhaar me chod khud kinaara dhoodhne nikale,
mehboob mere jaane kiska sahara dhoodhne nikale,
lagta hai ki jaise wo bhula k hamari wafa ka manzar,
zindagi ki raah me naya afsaana dhoodhne nikale
...
julf me hath lagane ka moka hi kanha diya,
nigahe fer lee unhone nigaho k teer par,
paas bethe hi kanha jo kaan me kuchh keh paate,
hamari har baat taal di maj boori ka bahana kar

........

khushboooooo meri zindagi ki !!!!!!!!!

Barfili jheel si khamosh zindagi thi meri,
Tahalka aa kar yahan macha diya, teri Mohabbat ne!

Na Sooraj ka koi chaw tha na taaron ka koi shauk,
Amawas ko chand dikha diya, teri mohabbat ne!

Jo apne ghar se bhi bahar na nikalta tha kabhi,
Use har gali-o-gaanv dikha diya, teri Mohabbat ne!

Woh patthar ka but jo sakht tha faulad ki tarah,
Use mom ki maanind pighla diya, teri mohabbat ne!

Itna Nakaara tha ki zameen ki khak ke bhi layak nahin,
Use aasmanon par le ja ke bitha diya, teri mohabbat ne!

Us Udaas Gulshan mein Kis kadar kaliyaan chahak rahi hain,
Bhanwre ko geet kaun sa sikha diya, teri mohabbat ne!

Jo meri tarah aathon pahar udaas-o-khamosh rahti thee,
Un chidiyaon ko chahchahana sikha diya, teri mohabbat ne!

Na armaanon ki koi fikra thi na ummeedon ki parwaah,
Ek Sang-dil ko jeena sikha diya, teri mohabbat ne!

Guzaar raha tha zindagi apni rengte hue keede ki tarah,
Us Shaksh ko Insaan bana diya, teri Mohabbat ne!

Ansoo" her khushi or ghum mein insaan ka saath detein hein,

Ansoo" bahane se dil ka boejh halka hota hai,

Ansoo'' khushi ke moqe per bhi nikle ate hein or khshi ka izhaar karte hein,

Ansoo" dost bichRne per ankhoun se moteoun ki tarah behne lagte hein,

Ansoo" se pyar karo kiun ke yeh bin mange mil jate hein.


Kuch Log Kitne Apne Se Nazar Ate Hain
Sath Rehte Howe Bhi Doori Ka Ehsass Dilate Hain
Pal Mein Hazaroo Khushiya De Jate Hain
To Pal Main Zindagi Ko Jeena Azab Kar Jate Hain

Naam Humhara Likhte Hain To Mita Dete Hain
Kabhi Bol Kar Tu Kabhi Bina Bole Kawish Ye
Kyon Humhara Dil Bar Bar Dukha Jatey Hain
Kyuon Kuch Log Zindagi Ko Azaab Kar Jate Hain


Main Kehta Hoon Kuch Wo Kehte Hain Kuch
Bus Guneh Gaar Humein Hi Keh Jate Hain
Kuch Log Kitne Apne Se Nazar Ate Hain
Sath Rehte Howe Bhi Doori Ka Ehsass Dilate Hain

dard-e-ishq

Dilon se khelne ka hunar hume nahi aata

Isiliye ishq ki baazi hum haar gaye

Meri zindagi se shayad unhe bahut pyar tha

Isiliye mujhe zinda hi maar gaye

जब कोई ख्याल दिल से टकराता है ॥
दिल ना चाह कर भी, खामोश रह जाता है ॥
कोई सब कुछ कहकर, प्यार जताता है॥
कोई कुछ ना कहकर भी, सब बोल जाता है ॥

Us kay bina ab chup chup sa rehna acha lagta hai..
khamoshi say dard ko sahna acha lagta hai..

Jis hasti ki yad main ansuu barastay hain..
samnay oskay kuch na kehna acha lagta hai..

Milker os say bicharna jaoon darta rehta hoon..
is leye bas door he rehnaa acha lagta hai..

Janta hoon k chahat main bas ansuu he miltay hain..
kuch bhi ho abb iss zahar ko peena acha lagta hai..

Jee chahay sab khushyaan laiker os ko day doon..
oskay pyar main sab kuch khonaa acha lagta hai..

Uska milnaa na milnaa kismat ki baat hai..
pal pal oski yaad main rona acha lagta hai..

Us kay bina sab khushyaan ajeeb si lagti hain..
ro ro ker os ki yaad main sonaaa acha lagta hai..